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Cherry Pop

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Story so far : I have moved to a new country and met a 44 year old desi guy through Social Media. We had a casual and our liking was mutual. He conveyed his wish he would be a lucky guy if he can pop my cherry and I said okay to him.  Date was set and anxiety set in immediately. For the next 10 days I have read about everything I find on the internet and it made me more anxious.  Finally D-day arrived. Shaved, took bath and met him and quickly checked into our room. I had no clue or whatsoever what to do so I froze in place. "Farzin, come and sit next to me" he said. I just sat next to him "Oh my God, you are so beautiful" he said.  "Thanks" I said.  He knew I was nervous from my reaction so he wanted to calm me. "Dont be nervous, I am not going to bite you or do anything against your will. It will be best for both of us if you can communicate. Can you do that for me Farzin" he said.  I nodded.  He just gave a peck on my cheeks and said "Goo...

The Beginning

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Every story has to begin somewhere, mine started several years ago when I was 15 years old.  I remember that day very clearly, it was the day after Eid. Everyone had gone to my Uncle's home leaving me alone to study for the Maths exam. After little bit of study I saw my little sisters Salwar kameez lying on her room.  It was a beautiful pink one with stone and embroidery works all over it. When she showed it to me for the first time I had an immediate liking to it. Since I am home alone I undressed and wore it. I am a male and I am wearing a female dress and I should have felt the guilt, rather I was astonished by beautiful I was.  "I am so beautiful" I thought. Praising my beauty in the mirror.  That's when my journey started. I started wearing my sisters clothes and started to feel like a girl both inside and outside. I was longing to be alone just to see myself in pretty girly clothes. I had a secret, not even my best friend knew. They cannot know.  I had to ...