Farzin's Thoughts

Story so far : I have moved to a new country and met a 44 year old desi guy through Social Media. We had a casual and our liking was mutual. He conveyed his wish he would be a lucky guy if he can pop my cherry and I said okay to him.  Date was set and anxiety set in immediately. For the next 10 days I have read about everything I find on the internet and it made me more anxious.  Finally D-day arrived. Shaved, took bath and met him and quickly checked into our room. I had no clue or whatsoever what to do so I froze in place. "Farzin, come and sit next to me" he said. I just sat next to him "Oh my God, you are so beautiful" he said.  "Thanks" I said.  He knew I was nervous from my reaction so he wanted to calm me. "Dont be nervous, I am not going to bite you or do anything against your will. It will be best for both of us if you can communicate. Can you do that for me Farzin" he said.  I nodded.  He just gave a peck on my cheeks and said "Goo...